Thursday, July 28, 2011


I know we don't share our talks much because you love to go quite.
I know you stay far and you least ask about me when you call at home.
I know you get annoyed soon by my mischievousness.
I know you never agree with me and then we land in arguments moreover fights every time.
But i still love it when you bring those tiny priceless gifts for me (though you take bigger share from that :P)
I love to have those discussions when we both are on same side and think alike.
I love it when you prepare maggie for us when i am busy with my work.
I feel proud when you my younger brother pretends to be my big responsible brother.
I feel the strength when you guide me with light during my tough days.
I know a silent care dwells within you.
you just feel shy to bring it to the surface but i understand, because i know you from the very first day when you opened your eyes, you made me realize that i am OLDer now (though you are just an year younger to me)
We laughed at many moments together,shared some private family jokes, had fun with those silli acts we did in our childhood and lemme tell you that was the golden period of our life that will stay in our minds forever.
No matter how hard we fight, how much we ignore but we still care for each other silently.
We are family and you mean a lot to me in my life...!

PS:- It was a preview for the upcoming raksha bandhan festival... that i turned a lil emotional nahi toh bs :P

Sunday, July 24, 2011

LyF's a lesson (Part-8)


whenever we have some extra food left after the meal time we never throw it in dustbin rather we just put on the wall for birds.
One day i saw this scene from my kitchen and once again i realized the law of nature brought a simple smile on my face saying " I survive "
The squirrel was the first to notice it. As expected because she is the one who always keeps an eye on the wall next to the crows hidden in those green leaves.but i think that day they were out for holiday in some other city may be some other wall.. lol.. So today she can have all of them alone because Crows were large in number and they never allow the squirrel to fed before them(crows)

This was an injured bird whom i was noticing from past couple of days and might have thought to ask for a share from the squirrel and the squirrel decided to treat this injured bird in the same way she is treated daily by the crows.. :-|

She moved towards the bird in anger, the bird tried a few times fir bichara chup hokar chala gya(then he went away silently). I decided to sit on the fence lemme check who wins at last.

The squirrel enjoyed the afternoon meal without interruption but with high alert.

Then the bird revisited the wall when she found it a vacant and more over harmless place..( lol ) for her and took the left over. Although i didn't expect it because the bird could be proved harmful for squirrel due to her long beak , but she was injured therefore proved to be weak today.

I realized, its the world of those who are stalwart,mighty who can dominate over others. This world in not for feeble, they least survive.
I don't say that one should be awful or bad but one should not be weak too. Be strong and have faith in the almighty power. Life will lead us to different situations, difficulties and the way we react over it shows what we are, where we stand. Infact how much courage we have to withstand the storm because GOD never test an incapable  person, if you are being tested, be happy because GOD think you are the best & capable too. 
Thats why he send you to this earth to prove your worth :)
Have the power to conquer the world !

Stay blessed !
LyF's a lesson. 

Monday, July 18, 2011

What's next ?

A month has been passed since i gave the last exam of my graduation degree and is sitting idle at home now.
 I am so called "FREE" for the next 6 months. This was another shock i got a few days back in my joining letter dated somewhere in january 2012. So whats up now....?
Life was always busy - running in the race with a fear that you may lack behind.
Studying hard in 10th to score among the toppers.
Changing school in 11th std and coping with new environment.
 Preparing for AIEEE and IITs kind of exams so as to get an admission in a reputed college.
Then when you cross the sea of fire(bridging gap between school and college) the next race you run is of getting a good, satisfactory job or again jump in the competitive world of getting admission in the best college for a post graduation degree.
And now after clearing 10th->12th->graduation.. (ok i won't say graduation because the result of final semester is still awaited) and before entering a corporate world i got a gap of 6 months and i was upset about it.
I cannot exactly  recall from how long i was demanding holidays from my life, from time, i always wanted a break and now when i heard the news about the latency of joining date i burst into anger.
"kya hai ye? humaara aadha saal waste kar diya? kya karenge itne velle hokar 6 mahine ?"
(whats this yaar, they wasted half an year? what will we do being so idle for the next 6 months?)
But then my mind showed me the slideshow of my past desires then i realized a very important fact of life.
Remembering the words of a golden bird :
I feel like the same golden bird now when i get angry on being so idle at times. I always found myself hang up in making my career, running behind my dreams, fufilling expectation of others, making them cheerful, polishing my image, proving my worth and in this race may be i have lost myself but now i got a chance to live up to it wholly and since when i have understood the whole plan of my almighty GOD i just wanna thank Him for being so GRATEFUL....i'll try my level best and spend the next few months just for "ME" so that later i won't regret that i slipped this part from my hands....

just three words in the end i havn't said that from long :

Friday, July 15, 2011

A letter for my heart

Dear heart,
I wonder whats going on  ?
you laugh repeatedly,
you complain about nothing now a days,
you forgive without arguing,
you don't cry when i forbid,
you don't cross your limits even,
i mean if you go like this one day you will surely rule the world.... !!
Are you grown up now ?
Can i be relaxed?
Eagerly waiting for your reply.
Your curious owner,

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Lip liner

Don't look back,
you won't find me there,
I left you far a mile.
Somehow if you find any footprints,
thats my stubborn heart,
still tracing your path..!

Sunday, July 3, 2011

Simply happy !!

Make them wonder why you keep smiling !

  J   JJ   J

Flow of Emotions

I wonder why people hide their tears. Is it what we call being strong ? :-o
I often thought that it is another way to express one of our emotions ?
we laugh,clap,dance to express our happiness,
we scream when in anger,
we wonder when we are curious,
we react intensively when excited,
we shiver when we fear,
we appreciate, thank when we feel gratitude,
but why we hide our tears when we are extremely sad ?
Does it really prove our weakness ?

I feel, when a person lacks the capability to give vent to his emotions and feelings, he proves himself weak because he fails somewhere. When we don't feel shy to laugh,clap and rejoice then whats there in crying.
Want an answer from those people who think it(crying) a matter of shame.
Do my tears declare that i have lost the hope or do they say that i will not try again in future ?
Crying : is it a negative emotion ?
When we feel relaxed after howling then why we think veiling it is a boldness ?

Ok another question " Crying inside... How many times did you cry out loud ? "

the first thought which strikes in the mind is :
" I have grown up, what will people think about me ?  A big gal/guy is crying "
and the frustration grows inside and we forget how to get over it, the main reason of failure in life because we resist the natural way that GOD has made to overcome it...
As one of my friend says " Log kya sochte hai ye bhi hum sochenge toh fir log kya sochenge"
It was so true and i accepted it in my life and felt the difference...

PS : if you think i am wrong somewhere do correct me please.